Off topic

I know I said that the next post I would write would be wedding related, but this one won't be.

I want to write. Or rather, I want to rediscover writing the way I knew it when I was young.

I want to serve the deepest needs of the people around me.

I want to tackle poverty, homelessness, and hopelessness.

I want to finally, truly, deeply believe that God loves me.

How do I manage all those things at once?

Actually, how do I manage any of those things at all?